well

I met Nat last night. Was really good to see her.

It was pretty upsetting at points but she's going to be home next week while i'm away.
I'm not counting my chickens here as things are not looking rosy in the Travis garden at the moment but i'm hoping that if she does come home it might relax her a bit and allow her to chill out in an environment which is...well...her home!
I dunno, I really hope we can fix things. Well, maybe not fix things but change things.

Really concerned as she's under a lot of stress at the moment and I feel powerless in helping her.
Having said that, I will support her no matter what as she's my wife and all I care about is her being safe and well.

I don't know what the future holds at the moment but I guess we've got to take it one day at a time. I'll see if she feels more relaxed next week as she's having such a shit time at the moment.

Love her so much and hope I can do more to help her through this tough time. :-(